Life is

Life is... 

I was trying to type Life is and it auto corrected to love is….  

I didn’t want to talk about love is…. I wanted to get this “life is” thought off my brain. I wanted to write about what my life is right now. How I don’t want a lot of this current season to be part of our story. How I’m scared of circumstances we are facing. How I want an answer from God. How I just need a small glimpse into the future so I can know we are making the right choices.  

Love is walking beside Michael, taking care of him, helping him navigate this season, while loving him and every single minute I get to be with him.  All of that is the easy part. 

The hard part for me is staying in today. I’m constantly reminding myself, stay in today, enjoy this moment, cling to each of these small little miracle minutes. 

Trusting an unknown future with Michael to God is seemingly impossible some days. I want certainties. One thing this cancer journey has taught me is there are NO certainties.  

What I do know for certain:

God loves us so much, Trusting Him with this unknown future isn’t easy but I do believe and stand on God’s Word. It may not look like I want it to look but I know God loves me, He sees me, and He knows exactly what I need. I don’t want to miss anything God is wanting to do, say and show in this season. I’m here for it. Just some days are harder than others. 

Life is… Beautiful

Love is… Beautiful 

Life and Love with Michael is more than I could have ever dreamed. 

Praying these moments, memories made, and cherished minutes will out last our lifetime.